My love for Lost has led to a new obsession

  On September 22, 2004 my life was forever changed with the premiere of Lost.  Correction, that is not true, my life wasn’t changed that day.  No, it was actually changed 6 weeks from that date when I realized during “House of the Rising Son” that I was completely and irretrievably hooked on a show that centered around a bunch of castaways stranded on a strange island.  I first came to know Lost because of my love for Lord of the Rings and one hobbit by the name of Meriadoc Brandybuck played by Dominic Monaghan.  Damn, I am lying again.  I actually preferred Peregin “Pippen” Took, but I did love and was obsessed with LotR so I would be damned if I wasn’t going to watch a show that featured one of the hobbits I had come to love so much.

During the years that Lost was on I would watch the show live faithfully each week while sitting with my legs crossed on the middle cushion of my couch hanging on every word.  I was there when we discovered there were “Others” (I still heart Ethan and think the fight scene between William Mapother & Matthew Fox was one of the best on television).  I was there when Henry Gale dropped in to say hello and reek havoc.  I was there and cried hysterically when it seemed certain that Charlie was swimming to his certain death.  I cheered when the writers realized their mistake in bringing on Nikki & Paolo and then proceeded to give them one of the best send-offs I have ever seen.  I adored Rose and Bernard and jumped out of my skin when Artz was carrying the dynamite back from the Black Rock and ended up blowing himself up in the process.

So yeah I loved the show, but what I also loved about Lost was that through the show I met others who geeked out over television shows, movies, books, games, and so forth and so on.  We started by rehashing what we loved about that week’s episode or what we hated and we finished by being friends who accepts each other for our nerdy ways.  When the series finale aired on May 23, 2010 I for one was satisfied that my favorite characters were finally able to go home together.  I didn’t care if all the mysteries weren’t answered, for me the show was never about the mysteries.  It was about Locke, Jack, Kate, Charlie, Juliet, Hurley, Boone, Shannon, Sayid, Michael, Walt, Jin, Sun, Sawyer, Claire, and all the other characters that brought the island to life.

Now once it was over I knew the show would live on in my heart forever and that I would remember it fondly, but I didn’t know how much I would come to think about the show.  Oddly, and probably fittingly, enough I became obsessed with putting together a Lost bag.  What is a Lost bag you ask? Well I will tell you.  A Lost bag is a bag full of stuff you would like to have with you in case you ever get stranded on a strange island or perhaps stuck in a traffic jam or some place equally isolating.  Now why I would ever need a Lost bag is not the point.  The point is that I feel I must have one.  Even if it just sits in the trunk of my car, I will feel better knowing that it is there.

At first I thought a backpack would be the perfect bag to hold my supplies, but I was basing that off of what if I really was stranded on a deserted island and lets get real the chance of that ever happening is nil.  So I have had to be a little bit more practical.  And to that I give you:

  Is that not the most perfect bag?  Yeah I thought so too.  It will fit perfectly in the trunk of my car.  Plus I can very easily take it with me on a plane or a train.  It could probably go on a ship as well, but considering I get very sea sick I won’t have the chance to test that theory out.  So now that I have the bag picked out (and yes it really did take me all this time to settle on this bag) I can start thinking of stuff that I want to put in my Lost bag.  Which as we all know is the hardest part of all.  Hopefully I will be able to fill it in less time than it took me to find the bag.

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See! I told you.

Yep, that’s right I told you I have a short attention span and I believe I also mentioned that I have zero follow through.  So here it is a little over 2 weeks since my last post and I am just now getting around to an update.  I am glad to say that I haven’t just been sitting around watching TV.  I have actually been living.  Yes I said living.  Not in any grand type way, but in little ways that mean something only to myself.

I live in a small town.  A town that I never imagined myself to be living in when I was younger.  I saw myself in a big city, riding the subway, and working in a high rise building.  I never knew what type of career I would have, but I new it would be important and I would go to plays and concerts.  I would spend a lazy Sunday afternoon browsing in art galleries and museums.  Of course I do none of those things and it’s all because I live in this stupid small town.   A town where nothing happens.  A town where there is nothing to do.  A town so wrapped up in being a quaint tourist destination that it never stops to think about the people who live here full time.

Except, what if it wasn’t the where I lived that was the problem?  What if I was the problem?  What if waiting until I could live the life I imagined I would as a young woman was what was keeping me from having all that now?  In my previous post I spoke of a list of goals that I want to experience in my lifetime.  Well I am proud to say I have started to experience life for myself.

No, I haven’t gone to Alaska and I haven’t gone to SDCC.  I have started to learn ASL, although I am still on my A, B, C’s.  I can never seem to remember the sign for “R”.  But I am practicing everyday and hopefully in a month I will be ready to move on to practicing my finger spelling and then on to numbers, days, months, and other useful signs to have.

But the biggest life experience I have had in the past 2 weeks is that I participated in a Zombie Run.  Or rather my best friend and I took are kids and some of their friends to the Jacksonville (not where I live, but close) Zoo Spooktacular.   If you have never heard of Spooktacular it is an event that the local zoo puts on every year around Halloween.  They decorate the zoo and allow the public to come in the evening to walk through the zoo and get candy at the candy station and walk through areas that are decorated as the Wizard of Oz, Alice in Wonderland, & Pirates of the Caribbean.

Stationed periodically throughout the zoo are what they call Scare Zones and it was there that I was able to experience one of the goals I mentioned in my previous post, Zombie Run.  Because it technically wasn’t a Zombie Run some may say that it doesn’t count.  Well I say bullshit.  It counts because of  a couple of things: 1. There were people dressed up as Zombies who sole mission it was to scare the people walking through that area.  2.  Because well, frankly I got spooked and at one point I was about to start walking faster until I realized that I had my daughter with me and I couldn’t leave her.

Now if you are wondering why this qualifies as living life or is a sign that I am letting go the life I imagined and embracing the life I have it would be because for years I have wanted to go to Spooktacular.  But I always found reasons why I couldn’t go.  It cost too much money.  I was tired from work.  I didn’t have the gas.  And the excuses went on and on and on.  Until this year that is.  This year I decided no more excuses.  No more talking myself out of it.  No more waiting for the perfect moment.  As it got closer to the day we were going the weather reports said it was going to rain and my best friend almost backed out.  At one point she even hinted that she might not go because of the threat of rain.

I will admit a part of me thought about cancelling and waiting until next year when the timing would be better.  But I decided that rain or no rain I was going.  Even if it meant we got rained on.  Even if it meant that the entire night ended up a wash I was still going.  Because either way I would be living life and not waiting for it.   And let me just say that I probably wont go to Spooktacular again.  Not that I didn’t have fun, because I did, but it was crowded, noisy, and you couldnt really see any animals.  And it was totally worth experiencing and I am so glad I went.  So remember that list?  I am thinking of expanding it.